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heartofthestar ([personal profile] heartofthestar) wrote2024-01-09 08:37 pm

Labyrinthium Inbox

Hear.
Feel.
Think.
Call.
Message.
placation: rosebursts - dns (til the people all speak)

[personal profile] placation 2024-11-21 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ Rice vinegar: Achieved!! And with that, through all of their chatter, he plates up and sets before them their breakfast spread: Rice, miso soup, cucumber radish salad, tamagoyaki, little octopus weenie sausages, an assortment of cut up fruit, yet more coffee...

Yes, he does this every morning. Real housewife shit over here.

But even with breakfast set out, he doesn't come around to join them in his own empty seat. He's too proud, for the moment, standing there with his hands on his hips, beaming at them both.
]

Oh, I'm sure if you wanted help, we could join you at the library. Don't you want to make a whole day of this?

[ He knows Akechi doesn't. ]

Please enjoy the food!

[ So proud!!! ]
placation: placation (art: linghan98735360) - dns (of those that are hurting you)

[personal profile] placation 2024-11-21 08:18 am (UTC)(link)
Hah, funny you should bring housemates up...

[ A sip of coffee from the thermos, followed by a hiss of pain – hot hot hot!! Fine, he'll let it sit, try to force the truth out now that his tongue is sufficiently burnt. ]

Kurusu is here. The friend from my reality that I told you about.

[ Friend is such an insufficient word for what they were, and an overstatement of what they are now. What else can Maruki call him, though? ]

Something's gone wrong between the reality he comes from and the one I know to be true, though. He doesn't know me at all. From his perspective, we've never met. Isn't that funny?

[ It's not, not at all, and he doesn't sound like he thinks it is. The opposite! It's a miserable question. ]
placation: rosebursts - dns (it tells me)

[personal profile] placation 2024-11-21 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's an absurd thing to have to consider, but Maruki has spent the better part of his life fascinated by theoretical ways of tampering with reality. In many ways, the temporal anomalies they deal with here are nothing less than his just desserts. ]

The latter, almost definitely. I haven't ruled out that it's a matter of cognitive manipulation instead, but...

[ He holds his free hand, thermos and all, before him, tilting it to the left. ]

From my perspective, I left our true reality in December. Christmas Eve, to be precise, after having spent the past half year working at his school and becoming close friends.

[ Then, tipped to the right: ]

From his perspective, he left the following August. He lived past that Christmas, into the new year, moved out of Tokyo, returned during the summer... That's eight months beyond my time. And I never worked at his school. We never met at all.

[ A beat, and he drops that hand back down to his side, the sound of coffee sloshing in the thermos and the soft crunch of dried leaves underfoot. ]

I don't know what to make of it. We should always know one another. It's critical.
enteloki: placation - 15560999 @ pixiv (pic#17520982)

1/2 no one SAW THAT

[personal profile] enteloki 2024-11-21 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yeah, good job or whatever. It's food. Maruki makes it every single day. Venat please.

Whatever. He offers a quiet `itadakimasu` under his breath. Leans over the counter to grab his chopsticks - fruit and cucumber radish salad taking up most of his plate. Maruki is a good cook, and the food is tolerable. He won't deny that.
]
enteloki: placation - 15560999 @ pixiv (pic#17520983)

[personal profile] enteloki 2024-11-21 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well, whatever. He shuts the fuck up and eats. A blessing to all, truly. He munches away and checks his phone while they do whatever they're gonna do!!!]
placation: rosebursts - dns (til the doubts all leave)

softlaunches You're Getting A Stepmother, Akechi

[personal profile] placation 2024-11-22 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ Truly the best thing about mealtime: Akechi's mouth closes.

Maruki does come around then, seats himself between them to tuck into his own meal. It's a simple pleasure, really, enjoying food with the people he cares about, but he never tires of it.

Then, after a few thoughtful bites:
]

You could, you know. Grow accustomed to it.

[ This is an A & B conversation. Akechi can C his way out of it. ]

I like having you here. If you like being here... well, there's no reason not to be more often, right?
placation: placation (art: nono_ppppp) - dns (a friend of mine)

[personal profile] placation 2024-11-22 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
No, of course it's not a coincidence. I know that for whatever reason, the fact that it's happening this way means it was meant to happen this way, but...

[ His heart seizes and clutches in his ribs. How does he begin to explain? For as well as Venat knows him, there's a horrible rot in his soul that he's yet to voice around her – and not for any lack of trust. Simply for a fear of driving her away.

His hand pulses hers in a squeeze once, twice.
]

It's complicated. I don't do well with being forgotten.
enteloki: a_musements - dengfengchui665 @ lofter (pic#17509419)

[personal profile] enteloki 2024-11-22 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[Hi!!! Hello???? HELLO HI??????

No????? Absolutely not??? Chopsticks? Down. Attention? ON THEM.
]

By all means keep making plans - no one else lives here after all.
placation: placation (art: pixiv 11317886) - dns (i'm not expecting)

[personal profile] placation 2024-11-23 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
That would be bold! I don't move that quickly, hah...

[ Maruki smiles warmly at her, then turns his attention over to Akechi. ]

I'm only suggesting Venat stay over more regularly, if she'd be amenable to that. Calm yourself.
placation: rosebursts - dns (i was waiting)

[personal profile] placation 2024-11-23 06:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ She isn't wrong. Maruki does know the difference. He does have the sense, the knowledge. He's tired of having them.

It's necessary, though. For Akira's sake more than anything else. He's quiet, focusing on the hike, sipping his coffee, trying to calm the tempest in his mind that threatens to reform every time he thinks a little too long about that blank look in Akira's eyes. Finally:
]

It won't change how I treat him. He's exactly as I remember him, and nothing could keep me away. We'll become close again, I'm sure. Maybe even closer than before.

[ If it's possible for words to sound both earnest and exhausted, they do. Maruki means it. He's just– tired. ]

Anyhow. I hope you like him when you meet him. He really is one of the most remarkable people I've ever known.
placation: rosebursts - dns (some days i just don't worry)

CARRY ON LEXY : )

[personal profile] placation 2024-11-23 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
He has a loved one. I'm right here.

[ And Maruki? Has a death wish. Clearly. ]
enteloki: manga-icons4you @ tumblr (pic#17005762)

cw: VIOLENT THOUGHTS 1/????

[personal profile] enteloki 2024-11-23 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
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enteloki: a_musements - dengfengchui665 @ lofter (pic#17509416)

[personal profile] enteloki 2024-11-23 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[COOL COOL COOL.

The shitty remark he's about to make to Venat dies the second Maruki opens his own fucking mouth and the look he gets.

Oh, there's no love. Not a single bit. The temptation to pull out Loki is so strong. He'll give Venat a taste of what's to come if she chooses to take this asshole up on his offer.

The rational part of him realizes nothing will deter her. The illogical part wants to Riot Gun the room anyway. A flicker of calm reminds him of the 'no fighting in the Machiya rule' hanging on the fridge.
]
placation: rosebursts - dns (wait for a second chance)

[personal profile] placation 2024-11-23 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Thank god. Attention diverted from his own misery and redirected toward two wildcards with a very unusual relationship, even if only temporarily. ]

Oh... I'm realizing just how much I haven't explained about our reality. To be honest, I never thought I'd have a reason to.

[ For as much as he missed Akira, he never let himself wish for his presence, even idly. Desires have real, tangible power here, and he would not be the one to drag his guiding light into a false reality. And so, without ever considering the threat of his appearance, so many things fell by the wayside. ]

What a role reversal. Would you like me to spin you a tale?
enteloki: a_musements - pixiv @ 101205513 (pic#17321606)

end

[personal profile] enteloki 2024-11-23 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh, fuck it-

There's an abrupt push against the counter, as he slides his chair back and him with it - salad and fruit no longer his main focus. Nope. He wants to kill them. Wishes he could. There's a gun in his room, knives all around area, and a persona brewing in his chest to solve his little dilemma.
]

I'm not so weak willed - reliance on shit like 'love' is so goddamn pathetic. The only reason you two are still alive in this world, and are able to live in such a delusional fantasy, is because you were fortunate enough to have undeserved powers. You're nothing without them. You're nothing alone. You're nothing but trash together.

By all means, Venat, visit more often. It's not as if a corpse has anything better to do. Maruki certainly loves to surround himself with them.
placation: pancons - dns (and it feels pretty soft to me)

[personal profile] placation 2024-11-24 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ Sure would be a shame if both people in this room were the two to experience his meltdown clearly telegraphing his all-consuming desire to be wanted, needed, loved, wouldn't it?

Maruki doesn't rise to a single bit of the bait. He only looks mildly at Akechi, calm and present as ever.
]

If it ever becomes a genuine problem, we can discuss it and come to a resolution, as we have with all other matters. Until then, I'm going to take your candor here at face value. It's good that you're comfortable enough around Venat to speak freely.

[ The prince act is nonexistent around her. Fascinating. ]
enteloki: a_musements - pixiv @ 101205513 (pic#17321622)

[personal profile] enteloki 2024-11-24 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
You're both sickening. I don't care what either of you think.

[Apparently there's going to be plenty of time for that - both to lodge his complaints and find a way to provoke her. That's the only benefit to her new standing in this home.

Whatever. He's ending his part of the conversation with a disgusted grimace, pulling himself back towards the counter to pick pieces of fruit on his plate.
]

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